day24 - non stop
dear luci,
today i was rather busy, especially relative to how my days usually play out. when i mentioned my stacked calendar to a few people, they winced in sympathy, but honestly, i was happy. it's good to finally not have time to get caught in my own head. and now, at the end of the day, i feel tired but fulfilled. i caught up with an old friend, fixed a PC in the office, went to therapy, saw a great comedy show, did a costume-change in the bathroom at work (lmao), watched some brilliant short films, some new and some familiar, and sang loudly to fall out boy in the car home. i am excited to get back into the course i'm working on to learn some IT fundamentals (even though i already know a lot of what has been covered already), i'm excited to read comics before i go to bed tonight, and i'm excited to get back onto the minecraft server, find my way home, and FINALLY deliver those lilies of the valley to june. and shit, man. i'm excited for full-time work. that'll probably wear off when i actually get there, but shit, i wanna feel useful. learn. do things with my time.
if i dug a little deeper tonight i'm sure i could locate dissatisfaction, loneliness, whatever within me, but i don't really feel like doing that. i think tonight i will just settle for being okay. not all scabs need to be picked at.
time to dry my hair.
sweet dreams, luci <3